I feel like I am in the middle of final exams...
My anxiety level is palpable. My chest is tight. I am on the verge of tears. I feel short of breath.
Yesterday, while on my way to Charleston, I blew a tire. I am lucky that I did not wreck. Lucky that a tractor trailer did not plow over me, or, that I did not serve into the truck beside of me. God was with me but my anxiety level still hit an all time high.
Today, I loaded back up and hit the road again, heading to my church Women's retreat. I stopped for lunch on the way. Filled up my tank. My right front tire looked low. Thanks to my father for giving me a tire gauge years ago, I checked the pressure.....22....it should read 38-40.
Handy dandy iPhone told me I was near a tire store.
Here I am, waiting, again. Relying on someone to fix my tire, again.
When I get back in the car, my anxiety will return and I have to rely on a higher power to calm me and help me drive another three hours safely.
We have had so many tests in the past few months. Surely my A+ is going to be arriving soon.
I appreciate your prayers for a safe journey!
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